The other night, my husband and I were watching the men's gymnastics competition. There were tense moments as members of both teams made mistakes. My husband asked me who I was cheering for, China or USA. It took me a few seconds before I could even start to answer, and all I could say was "it depends." I think it's complicated.
What I mean by that is I feel loyalty and patriotism to both countries. Even though I've only visited China once, I guess roots run deep. I was of course excited by the USA's performance, and it was like cheering for the underdog. Then again, I really wanted Yang Wei, China's team captain to do well. It was as if I can feel the pressure and burden he must be carrying from the people of China. Then there's the pressure from his coach. Imagine having your coach say that he was going to jump from the tallest building in Beijing if the performances were not satisfactory. Yikes! Also, I wanted them to win because the Olympics are on their home turf.
The young American team with every member experiencing their first Olympics must of had the time of their lives! I was thrilled for them, especially Jonathan Horton. I felt very proud of this amazing team, especially for them overcoming all the injuries, and proud that they represent the USA. I think they definitely overcame much criticism and doubt to show what they are capable of. So you see, it's a bit complicated. I guess this is what it means to be a Chinese American.

